Monday, February 18, 2008

Song of the Week

All Over You
The Spill Canvas
No Really, I'm Fine

Yeah he's a looker,
but I really think it's
guts that matter most.

I displayed them for you,
strewn out about
from coast to coast.

I am easily make believe,
just dress me up in what
you want me to be.
I'll take back what I've been
saying for quite some time now.

I gotta feel you
in my bones again,
I'm all over you.
I'm not over you.

I wanna taste you
one more time again,
I'm all over you.
I'm not over you.

In my daydreams, in my sleep,
infatuation turning into disease.
You could cure me, see all you have to do now
is please try.

Give it your best shot and try.
All I'm asking for is love,
but you never seem to have enough.

I gotta feel you
in my bones again,
I'm all over you.
I'm not over you.

I wanna taste you
one more time again,
I'm all over you.
I'm not over you.

This life is way too short
to get caught up in all this stuff
when I just want you to love me back,
why can't you just love me back?

Why can't you just love me back?
(why can't you, why can't you)
Why can't you just love me back?
(why can't you, why can't you)
Why can't you just love me back?
(why can't you, why can't you just love)

I gotta feel you
in my bones again,
I'm all over you.
I'm not over you.

I wanna taste you
one more time again,
I'm all over you.
I'm not over you.

This life is way too short
to get caught up and all mixed up
when I just want you to love me back,
why can't you just love me back?

Why won't you just love me back?
Why can't you just love me back?

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[welcome.]

navigating around the school hallways and seeing the people walk by, i look into their faces. i notice their hair color, whether they wear glasses, what color eyes they have, who they walk with... its corny, but i try to look past all of that, too. once and awhile its nice for someone as shy as me to pass another person in the hall, a complete stranger no less, who dares to make eye contact and sends my heart into flutters. i can't help thinking, "that person saw me." but its not really the act of "seeing" itself, its more the act of "searching," that means most to me. i feel lost. i feel disposable; a picture frame that gets a scratch across the glass and is thrown away, just to be replaced. i don't really have a problem with that, i don't feel like i need to be pitied or ... that i need to seek attention. its the replacement that bothers me. i want to offer something that no one else can, i just haven't found that thing yet. this is just the ramblings of a high school no one who likes to watch rather then do. i like to think of myself as rather quiet, yet excitable and fun to be around. but there's always that underlying feeling of unease and awkwardness, that i've only been able to overcome a few times in my life. i don't want to change who i am. i don't want others to pretend to see in me what they don't. i want people to see the bad side of me, and spend the time searching for the good. i look for the best in others, and often times face the flaws in myself. welcome to my public diary...