look who's back! ahhhhhh! i know i scared you with my sudden appearence. its quite unannounced. haha anyways, there hasnt' been that much going on with me since my last post. summers pretty boring (as usual) and i can't wait for school to start once again- but that's not really a good topic of converestation.
i went up to lake vermillion with my family for sam's birthday, which was pretty fun. i counted 14 bruises on my legs from the tube, not to mention tube burn and alge going places it shouldn't. but it was fun. the cake was really good, i never knew eating wall-e would be so tasty. hm. what else... well right now i'm trying to get limewire to stop throwing a hissy so i can download some songs, a couple of which are, believe it or not, from camp rock. it was surprisingly good. i even hung up a jonas brothers poster in my room, right next to green day and jared. he had a whooping 3 pages in the new "child stars" edition of people. check that shit out.
the posse came over last night and we all sat down to watch the Black Parade is DEAD! dvd. it was soooooo amazing. the posse was talking about how awesome the concert that they went to was and all i could think was "wow, i really missed out." of course i wasn't really friends with any of the posse when they went. the whole time i was watching the dvd i was amazed and shocked and a little bit sad. that was their last concert on this tour, meaning even if i did make it to a concert when they start again, i wouldn't hear all of these songs played live. that sucks. the whole thing was pretty sweet though, we saw two concerts actually- techically 1 and a half. after the credits for the first concert came a part of a second. after mexico they went home to Hobokan, NJ and completely rocked out. it was cool.
okay. limewire still isn't working. that's really starting to piss me off. uhg. it did this last night too... i think i'm about done for this post though, like i said, there wasnt' much to say. haha i'll try and post more often though...
luffles!
once again,
[.lissa.]
p.s.
F.T.W. fuck the what? jeez frank...
what is the most played My Chemical Romance song on my ipod? Discenchanted.
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navigating around the school hallways and seeing the people walk by, i look into their faces. i notice their hair color, whether they wear glasses, what color eyes they have, who they walk with... its corny, but i try to look past all of that, too. once and awhile its nice for someone as shy as me to pass another person in the hall, a complete stranger no less, who dares to make eye contact and sends my heart into flutters. i can't help thinking, "that person saw me." but its not really the act of "seeing" itself, its more the act of "searching," that means most to me. i feel lost. i feel disposable; a picture frame that gets a scratch across the glass and is thrown away, just to be replaced. i don't really have a problem with that, i don't feel like i need to be pitied or ... that i need to seek attention. its the replacement that bothers me. i want to offer something that no one else can, i just haven't found that thing yet. this is just the ramblings of a high school no one who likes to watch rather then do. i like to think of myself as rather quiet, yet excitable and fun to be around. but there's always that underlying feeling of unease and awkwardness, that i've only been able to overcome a few times in my life. i don't want to change who i am. i don't want others to pretend to see in me what they don't. i want people to see the bad side of me, and spend the time searching for the good. i look for the best in others, and often times face the flaws in myself. welcome to my public diary...
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EEEEEEEEEXEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!
um... hi...
your blog... it's updated... which makes me happy...
YEAH!
Reks, you never were one for the element of surprise. And it doubly failed, because I have eyes in the back of my head. and Jon and Walker. So, that's like quadruple failure. But I still love you. A lot. Hahaha. I'm normal, I swear! But watching your lawn drown really brings something out of you. It really touched my soul to see my entire yard flood today. It's a very mind-boggling experience.
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