THE SPILL CANVAS CONCERT WAS AMAZING! it was nice to meet people that have made it fairly big, and are infact from little ol' sioux falls. i guess we aren't as dead-beat as once thought. and we don't live in teepees.
opening bands: Avery We All Have Hooks for Hands
p.s. apparently nick thomas stopped by my mom's work to buy crafts with his girlfriend. if you don't know who nick is, take a wild guess and you'll prolly get it right...
haha yea, i know its getting a little excessive... but it is a *weekly* thing- haha. i'll try and find something to spice it up a little, but until then, there will be no song of the week! be happy, i don't know how long this will last
hahahahaghosts. mauve is so a color-- and it just happens to be an amazing color... but i kinda agree with the not good for internet viewing, it's too purple... i'll change it
navigating around the school hallways and seeing the people walk by, i look into their faces. i notice their hair color, whether they wear glasses, what color eyes they have, who they walk with... its corny, but i try to look past all of that, too. once and awhile its nice for someone as shy as me to pass another person in the hall, a complete stranger no less, who dares to make eye contact and sends my heart into flutters. i can't help thinking, "that person saw me." but its not really the act of "seeing" itself, its more the act of "searching," that means most to me. i feel lost. i feel disposable; a picture frame that gets a scratch across the glass and is thrown away, just to be replaced. i don't really have a problem with that, i don't feel like i need to be pitied or ... that i need to seek attention. its the replacement that bothers me. i want to offer something that no one else can, i just haven't found that thing yet. this is just the ramblings of a high school no one who likes to watch rather then do. i like to think of myself as rather quiet, yet excitable and fun to be around. but there's always that underlying feeling of unease and awkwardness, that i've only been able to overcome a few times in my life. i don't want to change who i am. i don't want others to pretend to see in me what they don't. i want people to see the bad side of me, and spend the time searching for the good. i look for the best in others, and often times face the flaws in myself. welcome to my public diary...
to tell you the truth, i don't really know how to describe myself. i could talk about how i'm doing okay in school (except for math) or how i'm in the youth band at church or how i'm really into sims right now, but i'm not completely sure that's going to be important in 5 or even 10 more years. all i know is that i have amazing friends and amazing family and amazing music that will hopefully last a lifetime. and for now, i think that's all anyone needs to know.
The books City of Ashes, and its sequel City of Bones,are just two of the amazing books written by Cassandra Claire. To be honest, i was a little skeptical when i first start reading them, but eventually I fell in love with the plot and of course the characters (like Jace. and Alec and Simon. and Jace. just to name a few). if you haven't read them already, GET ON IT.
you know mel, i blame you. for pretty much all of my material obsessions. XD
5 comments:
on the poll: please not another song of the week!
haha yea, i know its getting a little excessive... but it is a *weekly* thing- haha. i'll try and find something to spice it up a little, but until then, there will be no song of the week! be happy, i don't know how long this will last
hahahahaha yes! and it's maroon! (no, it's NOT mauve)
change the color. i agree with kait, mauve is not good for internet viewing. but i do think its a color...
there are ghosts in your pic. orbs in the background. mostly around the guys. must be girl ghosts. or gay ghosts. or bi ghosts.
hahahahaghosts. mauve is so a color-- and it just happens to be an amazing color... but i kinda agree with the not good for internet viewing, it's too purple... i'll change it
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