these are random things that go through my head during the day...
how many people have sat in this seat before me?
did they know about the gum?
what happened to choral and shaker dance I?
is mars really only 30 seconds away?
am i just a miniature of my mom?
why is jim so funny?
why did they ban ipods?
why is raspberry iced tea sooo good?
what is school food actually made of?
why isn't anyone suspisious of wallyberg?
does she have one of those mind erasers like in Men In Black?
why does the seating arrangment in bio have to keep changing?
any good movies this weekend?
poor jason... *giggles*
why does dusty have to step on the keyboard when i'm doing somethiastAAaACX
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navigating around the school hallways and seeing the people walk by, i look into their faces. i notice their hair color, whether they wear glasses, what color eyes they have, who they walk with... its corny, but i try to look past all of that, too. once and awhile its nice for someone as shy as me to pass another person in the hall, a complete stranger no less, who dares to make eye contact and sends my heart into flutters. i can't help thinking, "that person saw me." but its not really the act of "seeing" itself, its more the act of "searching," that means most to me. i feel lost. i feel disposable; a picture frame that gets a scratch across the glass and is thrown away, just to be replaced. i don't really have a problem with that, i don't feel like i need to be pitied or ... that i need to seek attention. its the replacement that bothers me. i want to offer something that no one else can, i just haven't found that thing yet. this is just the ramblings of a high school no one who likes to watch rather then do. i like to think of myself as rather quiet, yet excitable and fun to be around. but there's always that underlying feeling of unease and awkwardness, that i've only been able to overcome a few times in my life. i don't want to change who i am. i don't want others to pretend to see in me what they don't. i want people to see the bad side of me, and spend the time searching for the good. i look for the best in others, and often times face the flaws in myself. welcome to my public diary...
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cause dwight is there being retarded. that's the only reason jim has any fun there.
i think eliza is my new favorite person. seriously. -headdesk-
DYLAN!
yea dwight makes everything less boring- and more annoying haha
ew why?! she bugs me so bad...
CLOVER!
Jawsmp2373cause she saved his life and left instead of him!
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