Monday, January 12, 2009

New Band

i've decided that i am going to start posting the name of a new band i find every once and a while. just to keep you on your toes... (p.s. "new band" meaning a solo artist or music group that i have just heard of and am really enjoying. okeydokey?)



Band: Jaimes Elsewhere
Song: O' The Trophy Bearer


And as we know
What we were never could've last
Pray for love,
Cause love is the only thing
that you've never had
So cry yourself to sleep again, and drift away
Drift away...

Get into this,
Realize there's no way around the truth
You cannot stop asking yourself,
who will love you now?

And as we know
What we were never could've last

And as the fog rolls in
You let go and drift away
But how far will you fall
until you fight for air?

I will not give into this,
you can't hold me back at all
I do not belong to you,
you cannot ask me for that

(recommended by: elliott s.)

http://www.purevolume.com/jamieselsewhere

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[welcome.]

navigating around the school hallways and seeing the people walk by, i look into their faces. i notice their hair color, whether they wear glasses, what color eyes they have, who they walk with... its corny, but i try to look past all of that, too. once and awhile its nice for someone as shy as me to pass another person in the hall, a complete stranger no less, who dares to make eye contact and sends my heart into flutters. i can't help thinking, "that person saw me." but its not really the act of "seeing" itself, its more the act of "searching," that means most to me. i feel lost. i feel disposable; a picture frame that gets a scratch across the glass and is thrown away, just to be replaced. i don't really have a problem with that, i don't feel like i need to be pitied or ... that i need to seek attention. its the replacement that bothers me. i want to offer something that no one else can, i just haven't found that thing yet. this is just the ramblings of a high school no one who likes to watch rather then do. i like to think of myself as rather quiet, yet excitable and fun to be around. but there's always that underlying feeling of unease and awkwardness, that i've only been able to overcome a few times in my life. i don't want to change who i am. i don't want others to pretend to see in me what they don't. i want people to see the bad side of me, and spend the time searching for the good. i look for the best in others, and often times face the flaws in myself. welcome to my public diary...