Thursday, March 27, 2008

aftermath...

well, the concert was absolutely amazing. i am covered in brusies, can't really think straight and i'm trying very hard to forget the feeling of being pushed into large sweaty people w/o shirts. and my left eye's being kinda twitchy. but it's all good. all the bands were really great. just seeing my mom in the middle of a mosh was worth it. even if we did loose our spots at the front to go and get water... haha just for those who didn't know this, here's a band list. they added a band to start the show too...

Neverset
Seether
Breaking Benjamin
Three Days Grace


if you don't know them (which you most likely do), check them out *sigh* i have to go, i have things to do... (arent you curious?) i think i can... O YES! I CAN! here's a couple videos from the concert! enjoy

nvm i'll upload later

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navigating around the school hallways and seeing the people walk by, i look into their faces. i notice their hair color, whether they wear glasses, what color eyes they have, who they walk with... its corny, but i try to look past all of that, too. once and awhile its nice for someone as shy as me to pass another person in the hall, a complete stranger no less, who dares to make eye contact and sends my heart into flutters. i can't help thinking, "that person saw me." but its not really the act of "seeing" itself, its more the act of "searching," that means most to me. i feel lost. i feel disposable; a picture frame that gets a scratch across the glass and is thrown away, just to be replaced. i don't really have a problem with that, i don't feel like i need to be pitied or ... that i need to seek attention. its the replacement that bothers me. i want to offer something that no one else can, i just haven't found that thing yet. this is just the ramblings of a high school no one who likes to watch rather then do. i like to think of myself as rather quiet, yet excitable and fun to be around. but there's always that underlying feeling of unease and awkwardness, that i've only been able to overcome a few times in my life. i don't want to change who i am. i don't want others to pretend to see in me what they don't. i want people to see the bad side of me, and spend the time searching for the good. i look for the best in others, and often times face the flaws in myself. welcome to my public diary...